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Unknown to most of all, like the depth of Gods Love, is the moniker Seraph Trend. I am a composer of short stories and parables. My instrument of choice is the space-less imagination. Yet my stage is nestled in the smallest of theaters; your heart.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Pinqe



Then he saw her and his life changed that very moment. every thing before it was gray and solid, every thing after it was pink and shapeless.
like ice that melts when the temperature rises
and releases it of the solid form that once contained its shape.
he was in a moment of shapeless chaos, the chaos that drives us to change; hot dynamic chaos. then the moment walked away and left him there, changed, changing.
he was never the same again.
the moment had passed, but he persued and follwed the moment, followed it and touched it, touched her, the moment he reached her. and then he stoped changing.
he was made.
he is made.
he is new in form and resembles her in shapless pink chaos,
in love...

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

IAI

I heard a song today
And then I felt still
I heard how cool the words were arranged
And I wondered if I could do the same
I noticed I was still
And that is why I heard the song
Because I was still
I wonder if the song heard me
And told me to be still
I wonder if the words seduced my memories
And composed a feeling lacking the ink to be written


Seraph Trend

Fear of Conciousness

I awoke.

in those moments, of which I descended from the palaces of the sandman, i hung momentarily materializing in this world into a horizontal position. the taste in my mouth was that of nickels and dimes.

my eyes were still shut when i came into cognition. the floor was hard and cold, dry and brute. my eyes opened but nothing was visible. a darkness as solid as the floor, yet it felt like a black blanket covering me heavily, surrounding me, enveloping my entirety. the darkness made it seem as if something was before my eyes at all times.

'were... am i...' i thought to myself. my head pounded furiously as i lay there on the ground. the noise in my mind was to loud to form any kind of image that didn't involve pain.
i struggled to stand, my legs weak, like a foundation trembling from the weight it carries. leaning forward to take a step my legs fail to respond to the command coming from my pounding head. i crashed to the ground. it welcomed me with the least of tenderness. punishing me for interrupting its stillness the ground broke me as i fell.
my scream came out from the bottom of my soul. when i was done i was amazed at the sound of agony in my voice. Silence was creeping immediately after. The inside of my ears began to tickle with contractions. i could hear the muffled shuffle of distant feet. suddenly i wished for solitude. fear began to swell in me like a sponge soaking up blood spilled over the floor.

i reached out in front of me with fingers stretched attempting to penetrate the unforgiving darkness. leaning forward with my body farther than i could reach. my hand was thwarted by an unseen barrier. my finger folded in an unnatural way from the weight behind it. and then as if being suddenly struck in the face the lights came on revealing the barrier in front of me.
It was a wall of glass. Obscure and impenetrable, I was unable to look into the murky room with my hazy vision.
The sound of feet shuffling could be heard approaching from the other side of the glass. Fear arose in me like a lover reaching for its beloved without care of the mass in between them. the sound flooded my ears and drowned the pain in my head. i shielded my eyes to protect them from the light and watched in horror and anticipation.
The glass was then flooded by a multitude of silhouetted bodies pressing their hands against the barrier. So many that they blotted out the light and brought the darkness once again. I felt faint with fear. Flashes of pain captured the breath from my lungs. Then my face met the floor.

I slept.

Seraph Trend

Giant in the Sky

I whish I could be like the Giant
Yet I lack the love to be Submissive
Seeking my heart I Grow Defiant
But his tender heart will always be Permissive

I stand ugly searching to Qualify
My screams are louder but your call is Softer
My soul you take and begin to Mollify
My search fades at your Altar

The star drags the sheep too Deep
The star opens doors to a mansion of Delusion
The star will lie until his tongue goes Dry
The star is looking to insert me in the Dirt

To the sky I raise my eyes in Hope
I stare ahead awaiting His Response
Let's see how many days I can Cope
Until then in my solitude I will remain Ensconce


Seraph Trend